Dear diary I'm just starting too feel like my life is a never ending funeral. I've lost so many people, including myself. I am a vampire, the last thing I ever wanted to be, how will I live with myself? I don't know what to do to be honest, I don't want to kill anyone. besides that, my love life right now is so up in the air. Stefan and I broke up, things have just been so weird. My feelings for Damon have been so amplified and - I - just want too be with him and nothing more. What if it was meant too be? I'm starting to feel like maybe it was. Oh and Mystic falls is still crazy and insane like usual, People dying, new vampire hunters.. the usual. [ independent RP, accepting M!As, SMUT IS ACCEPTED ]